VOID

Every interaction is a transaction. It costs energy on one side, and creates a reaction on the other side.

Our energy is finite. We can’t make infinite transactions with our finite resources. We can’t just spread positivity without receiving equal amount of it.

After reaching a certain threshold, we can’t offer positivity without making a hole in our very self. It drags our soul down, the weight becomes too heavy. Nobody understands it.

You become the sole savior of the world, but nobody comes to rescue you. You drawn alone in the darkness you created for your soul. The only question you should ask yourself, “Is it worth it to swim in the sea of darkness?”.

But it’s a one way path. If you dance in the darkness for once, you will never be able to recover. There’s not a single soul who will dance in the darkness with you.

The irony is, everybody wants you to disappear in immense darkness for them. But nobody will go to that distance for you.

It breaks your heart sometimes. Don’t you deserve the same treatment? Don’t you want someone to dance in the darkness with you too?

I love thunderstorm for a reason. It makes my soul empty for a while. Every single confluence disappears, every faith demolishes, every feeling fades.

It fills the void with uncertainty. You don’t want to fill your void with it either. What can you do? Suffer in silence. Enjoy dancing in the darkness, all alone. Because you are God’s lonely man.