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The harder we try to push the absoluteness from our lives the more it pushes back. There’s no way to control it with our tiny souls.

Doesn’t matter how much we push forward or pull backward from absoluteness, it’s a zero sum game. We all will return to our absolute space.

There’s no way to escape the absoluteness of life. The harder you try, the faster you fall. We don’t want to be where we truly belong. It’s an empty space.

We can’t pull any emotions, feelings or desires to that place.We desperately want to feel something, but there’s nothing to feel. It’s absolute emptiness.

All efforts to fill the void are wasted. Someone once said, the show must go on. And it will go on, even if we return late to our absolute space.

Balance is the most important thing in nature. But do we truly understand what balance really is?

When we lose a part of ourselves, we often say something else will take its place and restore balance to our lives.

Yet having something or someone itself is an imbalance to life. Only death balances life—everything else contains imbalance within it.

Happiness is imbalance. Sadness is imbalance. So are pain and misery. We live our lives in imbalances, hoping one day life will balance itself.

It’s the most frustrating feeling to deal with living with false hope, rejecting the absoluteness of life.

There may be a reason why we reject absoluteness: we are weak. False hope is the fuel of our small lives.

When absoluteness strikes, we become numb. Every emotion fades; we become blank. It breaks the false reality we build around ourselves.

Overcoming false hope makes us inhuman. We begin to enjoy suffering in silence, among people, surrounded by injected feelings.

We choose the imbalances in our lives and somehow blame nature. But who loves facing the consequences of their own choices?

Nobody.

A lot of things happen to us on a daily basis, and we pre-calculate many possibilities. Unfortunately, it’s never enough.

Even with a complex brain, we fail to calculate the probabilities of the most likely outcomes. We all have our biases, and we can’t eliminate them when calculating the probabilities.

Things often go south, leading to uncomfortable outcomes. I guess those human biases and errors are what make us human.